Hey..
At this precise moment, I should be doing my IT project work but instead I'm on the web apparently searching for pics. For my HW.
In my defense, that WAS what I was doing.. a while ago.
But Now, now I'm just wasting my time.. waiting for a video to buffer- House- to be precise!
I love that show, and now its almost an obsession
I swear my friends think I'm sprouting nonsense sometimes~
But then again, doesn't everyone? ;D
Anyway, I HATE my short attention span!
I was AM a straight A student and now I'm just trying to get above 60??
I can't concentrate in anything!
Its like I'm being taken over by a person who is crazy(ier than me), impulsive and wont sit still for 5 mins!
The worst part, I'm still the same on the outside. Quiet, shy, reserved... cold.
And that just Sucks.
I can neither be a complete go-getter nor the person I was!.. or at least the person I Believed I was..
This is so frustrating!
And the fact that finals are just a month away does not help!!
Okay.. Breathe..
You know, people say that when u realize that you are doing something wrong
half the problem is solved..
Well maybe so
But the part thats left over is a lot harder.
Because now, you have to decide HOW to correct your mistake
And Lord knows how hard that is!
They don't even make the HOW-TO-SOLVE-PROBLEMS-IN-(REAL)LIFE videos!
Anyway, I'm probably overreacting.. I'm hoping I am
Because I suck at handling stress.
... I suck at being who I want to be.
